But I am in a strait betwixt the two, having the desire to depart and be with Christ; for it is very far better:

I am in a hard position between the two, having a desire to go away and be with Christ, which is very much better:

Διοτι στενοχωρουμαι υπο των δυο, εχων μεν την επιθυμιαν να αναχωρησω και να ειμαι με τον Χριστον· διοτι ειναι πολυ πλεον καλητερον·

For I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ; which is far better: