But I determined this for myself, that I would not come again to you with sorrow.

But it was my decision for myself, not to come again to you with sorrow.

Απεφασισα δε τουτο κατ' εμαυτον, το να μη ελθω παλιν προς εσας με λυπην.

But I determined this with myself, that I would not come again to you in heaviness.